You are not a bad person, but you have done an unethical thing. Life will go on and things will settle down, and I suspect you'll live & learn.

I do think you're kidding yourself if you think you had *everyone's* best interests in mind (particularly Elsa's). I doubt that anyone knows what is best for anyone else. You acted in your own interest. That is understandable and human. I just think you ought to consider whether you're deceiving yourself.