It is Seroquel (originally for Bipolar/Schizophrenia) It is sort of a long story about how this came to be. A very LONG story. I have taken Celexa, Elavil, Zoloft, Xanax, it is a vicious cycle but it is soooo hard to explain. I don't have insurance and it is a study for people with anxiety, I am doing what I have to do because it has gotten really bad. That is why I am stuck in a wheel. I don't want to go back on meds, but I have to do something, because right now I am to a point of not functioning. Hard to explain. Sounds like I have no answers huh. I am also working a job that i LOATHE to the very core. I take care of elderly people and I never go to "work" I take care of people, but this one job, shoot, it is a JOB. I am referred to as "the help" She has me scrubbing toilets even though I am only hired for "personal care" and she has a housekeeper, I want to tell her, but I am freaked out about it. I am just not dealing so fantastic with things and if I handle it now, bad things could happen, because I am not in my right mind, do you understand? Not venting. Just a REALLY bad day. I had to work an extra hour, my son just had to get stitches, and I am going back to a JOB that I despise. Sorry, your things are much worse, but I feel like all mine has compounded with no sleep. Ugh.