The fact that you can ask that and reach out- that shows that you CAN! You CAN get better- because even if its really teensy tinsy and so so deep down, you do have a desire to get better, and that's really all you need to recover. Other things, like support and a really good therapist are nice too- but someone who has the desire to recover has the potential to have it all.

Just like you. I'm rooting for you!