I called my T. I said on the voicemail that I was calling because he told me that if leaving a message to help me to stop doing something stupid (SI), then it was definitely worth it. I said that I was scared as hell at starting my internship tomorrow, and didn't want to do anything stupid tonight, so I figured I'd call. I told him that technically, I am still pissed off at him (couldn't leave that part out, ha), but I've been having a really hard time and I think it was triggered off by Mother's Day. Told him that was all I wanted to say, and that he can call back if he wants, but if not, then that's fine too.

I wanted to make this worth it. I didn't want to hate myself for calling. So I promised myself that if I left a message, I wouldn't SI. So I'm not going to. I'm going to bed now.

Goodnight all.