This is the best advice I have gotten so far, I haven't told many people about any of this anyways (just my sister and mom). The good news is that we do NOT live together. We both live with our parents :/. One of our ongoing issues. He has a job that I view as unstable and not lucrative for a future. No college education. He says that he understands my reservations but that I really can't get that angry because even though I have a master's degree I have yet to find placement in a career. Point being I do not feel comfortable moving in with him until I know I can fully support myself in case things go a wry.

I think 1 of the things that attracts me to the other guy so much now is that he seems to have a plan for his future. He has a good job, supports himself and is getting his MBA. Things I value very much in life and know I will never get from my BF. I understand that I should confront the other. I am definitely nervous that he will think I have ended the relationship because of him, again and I do not want him to perceive me as the type of woman who is so quick to drop someone for another guy. As much as I know I need to be alone, I want him to want me as much as I've wanted him all these years. Seeing him just made me want him more.