Is paranoia a part of bipolar? If so, then things are bad. Not just bad, but BAD. Can't stop thinking that everyone is out to get me, and that no one is safe... I'm not even really convinced that posting this is safe.

I am super hyper and bouncing off the walls, and not sleeping. But I'm also seriously struggling with wanting to do nothing more than curl up in a ball and never move again. I hate manic mixed episodes.