my sister gets the support everyone tells her so

pickle im sorry ur family makes u feel at fault too

i really do think my mom feels guilty for it all
well at least for letting it slide
watching it go on and not lifting a finger

if i asked for help when i ask for help i feel like ppl just give it just cos they feel they have too
if my mom really cared i guess she would want to see me
i guess she would want to get to know what her daughter is like
if she cant see that i really do need her at times then there is no point asking her for help
i will find that support in someone else
in myself
can no longer rely on others