I worry that hugging her would bring up a lot of sexual feelings. But I also think that the experience would simply be emotionally overwhelming. I feel like I need touch so badly sometimes, there never seems to be enough. But I told her no hugs at the beginning because I have such a strong response--I worry that a hug could push me over the edge, and that we would never return.
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Your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty in the moonlight overthrew you
She tied you to a kitchen chair
She broke your throne, and she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah
--leonard cohen
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