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Originally Posted by Swimmingmichelle55
If only I had the heart to go through with that Mimsies!! Nothing would make me happier than to get back at him like that, but I don't think I have the energy. I'm clinically diagnosed with major depression and co-dependency and my self esteem has always been absolute rock bottom, not to mention I can never seem to not let someone's cruel words bother me. If only insurance wasn't so rough for therapy right now. Apparently there's a $1,000 down payment to go anywhere right now and we're struggling with money enough as it is. Christmas at my house probably won't go past $40 gifts or cards.
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It is OK, really I just wanted to give you a little satisfaction at the thought of doing it.
You may be able to get on medicaid. I have gotten on it, and it has been SO helpful. I see a therapist, and my local "indigent medical care fund" pays for my sessions. It is very difficult to do the research to find services to help, but totally worth it when you do.
I understand the depression. I am a long time sufferer of major depression. It is so... SIGH. I don't know. It is a vicious beast.
$40 is a pretty good gift, so don't feel bad. I never manage gifts that cost more than $20, and often less. I am lucky that I am good at art, and at crafts- I save a lot by being able to give homemade gifts.
PM me if you would like my assistance in looking for health resources.
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