I'm freaking out. this time because of my thoughts. I'm alone at home since everybody went out to work. at first I was like ok I can have a break of being reason for yelling at me.. But I had feeling/thought that something will haunt me...then thoughts about selling my soul to shatan, then about pact.. I nervously picked my skin and scratched little scab, and I had little bit of blood on my hand.. and idk, I'm feeling depersonalizated so I was kinda calm, just scared in mind..Now I'm getting totally scared.. what if really something happened?.. I often have thoughts like "i'm possessed' etc but this today, i don't know what i should think about it.. I have pictures in my head like I'm attacking mother... I' scared if I still have soul.. is this just OCD and anxiety, cumulative of yesterdays emotions, or am I may be haunted? damn I'm freaking scared and have no idea what to do ;ccccc
my dog is looking at me strangely damn what's wrong with me...