I don't feel so well. My stupid emotions just get in the way of everything. I'm not a good person. I know you all will disagree because I'm very nice on the surface, but the things that go on in my mind...my motives are far from pure, and I have so much anger and animosity towards some people who have done nothing but be kind to me, simply because I'm jealous of them.



I wish I were stronger, kinder, smarter, and overall more successful. I don't feel like it will ever change.