Wasnt sure on wish forum to put this in but ill just put it here.

Finaly finding out for sure im depressed and looking for all the ways i can help my self through it online was hard this month but once i got here i got alot of helpful tips and tools to get me in the right path.

I have a wuestion thought, is the sanity score accurate?
If it is then depression isnt my only problem seems i have some other things that i never heard off and im terrified, was bad enough dealing with depression alone now i have even more problems to worry about and no way to fix it.

Its not impossible i know that but its hard specially when you cant talk to anyone you know about it, wish just made me miss my best friend alot more went from talking to him 24/7 going to school together, gym and all that to not seeing or talking to him for a year and a half, i may not be able to talk to him about my problems but would have been nice having him around to keep me company.
Never celebrated my birthday befor ( my dad does not allow it) my friend gave me my first ever birthday gift when i was 16 and he probably doesnt know how much it means to me really miss him.

Not sure if this is best place to put this topic but just needed to vent and share with someone, and this site is all i have.