I am new to this place so excuse me if i am doing it wrong.

I have so much to be thankful for. My life should be awesome.

But, it isn't. I'm lucky that i have people around me that love me, that want good things for me. The problem? Me.

Give me an opportunity, i'll find so many reasons to take a pass.

The voice in my head saying " this is a good thing" is at odds with the other voice which says "this is dangerous, or, you don't deserve this...etc."

The constant battle between the voices in my head have made me miserable,isolated, ashamed and stuck.

Does anyone else have this "civil war" going on between their ears?

Any advice on how to make it stop. Thanks, toolman65