I can't well describe today. I was gone with the kiddos a lot, aimlessly driving much of the time. And, it was my daughter's 7th birthday. I do so love my babies, all three of them. And, maybe I'm delusional. I have a sinking feeling that has come on tonight. I am just contemplating who I am in the role of God's child and thinking I am not nearly as high as my needs would have me be. I thought I had heard the trumpets sound and that it could be the rapture, maybe that is delusional thinking. It turns out see, that the sound did have an origin and it wasn't supernatural. Imagine that. Not sure what would have happened to me even if it had been the rapture. And, if I mentioned this to my husband, as usual, he would ask "have you taken your medicine" and then tell me I am crazy. I'm not. But, it's just that kind of night.