No, I did not OD with a whole bottle, but took my regular night meds, then my morning meds because of a confusing mixup. My hubs dispenses no more than 3 med times at a time....so like this evening, plus tomorrow's meds. Now he feels like he has to watch me take them.

Then this morning, I got up and took my Lamictal again, which should not have done, and ultimately, forced it back up and out.....

This has been happening maybe once a month, where I forget meds at night or morning, or take nighttime meds in the morning, including the trazodone.....or vice versa and then wind up awake all night.

HAS ANYONE ELSE RUN INTO THIS?

In addition, I am having medication fatigue, just tired of taking it, I was thinking about this and realized I see the meds as my enemy. Not sure how that makes sense, but maybe because I have to keep some a close eye on them to make sure that they don't get messed up.

So then, this morning, already running late, realizing my meds mistake, had to try to force up the med I was not supposed to take, try to eat, try to catch the train, take a conference call in the lobby of a nearby building after getting to the city late late late. Then one on one with boss and trying to explain that things are bad today and he's like, well let's focus on the work, and I am like, that's the problem, buddy.

Plus I am working on a request for accommodations at work, due to recurrent depression, which if I am lucky gets mild. It's all full of "I can't do my job". It does not describe the condition, but there's enough there that someone can identify the condition if they know anything about MH.