sometimes in my head, ill think of stuff that's not there.and when i hear stuff, i think the worst. that's a bad habit in myself but im so used to it. but we talked over the weekend, he said the same thing. we even talked about marriage. which we did before. and my sister did just get out of a serious relationship. we were always close but we were also always best friends as well. ill have to keep a bigger eye out on that though. thank you guys for taking the time to respond