Currently Lamictal, Seroquel, Topamax, Xanax ER, and Propranolol. I'm 35, BP since 15 but misdiagnosed and then finally diagnosed at 27. I have been on meds since 27. I have definitely noticed a change in the past three to four years. I believe it's a combination of the meds and then where I am as far as an episode goes. It's getting worse and it scares me. I Have two college degrees, but I am not in my field yet. I have a great job that doesn't require a degree, but I already struggle doing this job because of the BP and OCD. I'm at a point where there are days that I have accepted that this maybe as far as I get to go in my career because it just keeps getting worse.