Work wise mainly. I have too many ideas and I sont stick ro a single one. Nothing no goal seems to be good one. Most of the tines I feel in my mind whats the use? Nothing rewarding is going to come out of whatever I do. Plus I find everything extremely extreme boring work wise. I may be consistent for a month and still go back to old behavior very like drugs. I play a PC game Starcraft2 way too much abd then I try to cut down as I start realizing its getting adicting(and when I am losing) You think a person with an addiction to games in childhood can behave in this repititive self destructing pattern