Well honestly almost none of those things describe me I certainly don't have confidence in any ability I do not push myself beyond my physical limits I never had a father figure type in my life and I don't think I'm learning anything about myself.

As for the angels I do aspire to be good I try hard but it just never seems to work out and the aliens I think its more about me not fitting in anywhere and trying to think of a reason why actually when I was a kid I went through a phase where I thought I really might be an alien I was just so different than everyone else

I've been thinking that all of these might have something to do with power but not in any negative way I want people to think I'm powerful so they wouldn't mess with memaybe