Calming Ocean, sorry you are having blocks with therapy.
Did you find the practice of "calm place, container and meeting room" helpful tools that you still use?

Sounds like your T has a therapy method they follow and it hit a roadblock. Maybe that is a sign that the t cannot help you further. Rather than just keep you on being roadblocked they are trying to find a t that can work around the roadblocks.

Healing process is ongoing. I never reached a point where I was magically healed and all my pain and suffering went away. It seems more like an onion where layers of pain peel away and new joy is foiund and also new deeper pains. So it can be a long time to feel whole, but having a t you can work with could be a way to go.