I think my blood pressure and anxiety will take a nosedive upon just getting approved. Someone said that it will cripple me. I not looking at it as a way to help me. How? Perhaps as a back up plan. See, paranoia usually hits me tremendously as soon I start a job. It's like this. You start dying the day you're born. Employers start looking to can you the minute you start, at least in my head, and nothing will ever change that way of thinking. So, I'm hoping with a back up plan, I may can be a little more at ease upon approaching new employment.