I sent a chummy note to a friend but on lined email paper and she missed the message that I was hoping she would have a good trip and sent me back a note that my note looked like grade school with the lines and she didn't like the notepaper I was using. I was just playing around with the program and I told her so but wow something went wrong. I can't imagine why she would be so offended or harsh. Wow, I must have hit her at the wrong time or something. I feel hurt and I have tried to fight it but eventually, as with most struggles , I start hitting myself on the inside. I am lousy with hurt , anger, discord, criticism, and pain. I have had so much of it lately but we have been friends for many years. Roommates in college in the fifties and I do wonder what is wrong but feel I am too pained right now to deal with it and her trip to see her kids is Thursday. Well, maybe to tomorrow . Perhaps I could practice writing out my feelings or what to say.