Thank you and I'm glad you've been doing a little better. It can take time alright.

There is a guy in one if the popular movies out right now who is the double of the last guy I (kind of) dated. Well I liked him, and we kissed a few times and it all kind of dragged out forever, I didn't see him much cos I moved away from the area we are both from, but it was obvious he wasn't really interested so in the end I just gave up. Now I'm kind of thinking about emailing him..I never explained why I stopped texting him, I feel bad about that but it didn't even seem worth trying to save. I should have at least explained though. He's probably got lots of girlfriends now that he looks like a movie star lol. He even has the same smile and the same way he used to look at me, you know when a guy gives you that look. I can't exactly say hi I'm emailing now you look like a movie star lol. That's not why I've been thinking of it, obviously it made me think of him but I kind of feel he deserves an explanation. I stopped emailing him for ages before and then he got back in touch, but he's not going to a third time. The first time we met back up (which was the first time we kissed) he mentioned that a few girls had asked him out and they were good looking but didn't have good personalities, so I still can't figure out what the hell he saw in me, I don't have good looks or personality! I don't know if emailing would be a good thing or if it would just be asking to be hurt all over again. After the first time he hurt me, I never really trusted him with my heart the second time. I'd like to know how he is and hear from him but I'd say he has a girlfriend now and I won't be heartbroken but it's still bound to hurt a little. Or maybe he's sitting at home thinking about me, lol joking, as if. Sorry for hijacking the thread. It's just, I know I could have really liked him..