What is going on in terms of therapy? Sometimes a combination of both therapy and meds work best. I'm sure that's probably occurred to you too and i'm sorry if accessing possible treatment is difficult right now.

If there was the potential for you to be admitted - as in, you have the chance to speak to a pdoc before such a decision is made - would they be better able to assess the med situation so you feel a bit more confident before seeing your usual doctor? I know there isn't long to go before you do see them, but these situations have the potential to change quite quickly - sometimes taking the risk of seeking potentially more appropriate advice pays off. But not always. So that's something you may wish to think about over the course of your symptoms etc. I wish you all the best.