Every time I see a girl I have a crush in on now I get depressed instantly. I get depressed when I think about girls. I have a crush on a girl in my class right now and I find her adorable but I can't talk to her because I hate myself and have no confidence. There's a longer back story to this but I am not going to post it here. If you want to hear more about why this is how it is send me a PM.