Lately I've been facing a lot of criticism and disappointment from my family members. It seems like everything I try to do is wrong to them.They wouldn't stop commenting on everything I eat and my weight so I stopped eating. Now I have this messed up relationship with food, and I find myself being critical and judgmental of myself, I get angry with me over silly things, like buying juice that turned out not to taste good (that was today, I literally hated myself over it). In my mind I know that God loves me but I can't seem to get my heart to understand so I can love myself. I'd appreciate any input