The big day is almost here, tomorrow I take my ged test. Lets hope I pass it.
I have been having issues where in public everything just phases out and I start hearing or seeing things more rapidly and It will happen out of the blue I will just be sitting there then I start to feel like I am not here and almost like a dream state and things will seem overly weird to me I will be paranoid and think everyones looking at me or hates me or something and I will see people talking and clearly hear them talking about me negatively or for instance there was this light on the ceiling in the school it kept flickering so I was pretending I could control it mentally by making it come on and off just for fun but then I actually started to believe I could and then I started looking around and noticed people were looking at me funny and I was worried they knew what I was thinking. Is this some sort of psychosis? because this is different than the usual voices or visual hallucinations that come and go that I normally have. these are a little more intense and last longer. usually if I experience paranoia which can last up to a few days its usually not as strong as the kind I have been experiencing lately. I cant really explain it I just think it has to do with me still not being fully mentally adjusted to being out in public more than I used to be.