Rant: I do agree, Fuzzy... no one wants to know. Perhaps it's just my own mental illness talking. But I feel this has been the story of my life. As long as I don't make trouble, everyone is perfectly happy to pretend that I'm just fine. They all have their own problems. And they really don't care about, & don't want to hear anything about, mine. If I make trouble, then they swoop in & do just enough to cover things back up. Then it's back to the old charade. At this point, I just play along. But, inside, as you say, I always feel like ****... I'm sorry you're struggling, Fuzzy... I send you warm hugs to steel you against the cold...