I am consumed by what I believe is a pathology disturbance that has manifested into an obsessive, chronic and unusual behavior that involves wearing (and masturbating) diapers.
I have lived with this my entire life, and through limited research have gained an equally limited understanding of where it originates from.
I have engaged in the behavior since I can remember.
I have sought treatment (unsuccessfully) and have lived in constant fear of discovery until now.
Although I still am very cautious of sharing my problem, it has become the dominate force in my life and I want it to stop,
I am now taking the first steps toward resolving what has been a life-long condition and was hoping you might be able to offer some insight.
Some people may not take this seriously, but I assure you I am serious about exploring any treatment options.
I just want to know if there's anything or anyone who can help.
Thank you
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