My t told me that I dissociate during sex with DH and I agree. I was date raped in college, which was my first time having sex, so we figure that is the cause of the dissociation. Basically I remember everything about the sex except what it physically feels like for me. I also space out a lot and have a difficult time maintaining my attention on sex. I'm pretty much always fantasizing about strangers having sex when we're doing it- I read a couple other sex/dissociation threads that mentioned doing that too. As a teenager when I masturbated I always read erotica while I was doing it. Looking back I remember different locations and different erotic stories but I don't remember the physical feelings. Is it possible to dissociate during masturbation? I don't have a sexual trauma history besides the date rape. What would be the function of the dissociation?