Snap,thank you
.Not having enough to do that is worthwhile might be my problem.Not really entitled to welfare,as I can't,sometimes won't get to my appointments every week.They then just cut me off anyway.Rural area with very few jobs in it for the young ones,let alone old farts,lol.Could pick apples,but the farmers only really put on the backpackers,cause they can treat them badly,if they choose,and locals won't get a look in much.
Being trying for over 20 years to sell my crochet,knitting and tie dye,but it doesn't sell much,and I don't make much more then the material costs,when it does.But ,I guess I still love to do it.
Hubby is full time carer for his mentally handicapped sister,(worse then me,she had the cord wrapped around her neck at birth).So she takes all our effort now,since his dad died 10 years ago:-/.Hubby has his own problems with her now.Not much help to me anymore.
Sorry babbled again.