I finally went to see my Doctor a few weeks back because I was so consistently low and it was affecting my family life. She decided to take me off Citalopram and try me on Prozac.

I had to gradually come off the citalopram which was really hard and apparently it will take a while before I start noticing a difference from the Prozac.

Its so hard at the moment, I feel regularly confused, the dreams I'm having are so completely weird and vivid and that's when I can actually sleep at all. I have terrible headaches and feel sick a lot too.

I'm avoiding as much contact with people as possible which is hard when I've got to work. People are so damn irritating!

I just want to get back to feeling stable this is so hard!