Reason I don't ever go to hospital is:
1) no person has ever thought of taking me

2) I think of taking me and actually got in the car more than once to go, but the cost stops me.

Also, Sometimes Psychotic , I have a dx of Scizoid but I don't agree with it. But I've researched Secret Schizoid some.

It's hard to explain but I feel love and attachment to my husband and kids. But I also have a strange aloofness and I hate group activities. Like I don't like working in groups and avoid it as an example. But I still think I'm misdiagnosed with that and it's just a symptom of something else or caused by being outcasted and bullied so bad as a kid.