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Originally Posted by vital
I find it so healthy and wonderful to actively seek out decisions to make. Even tiny nonsense decisions I find are healing, calming and empowering to an amazing extent.
I'm also really noticing the winter theme of your post and a similar theme in many others on this site. Tis the season of coldness, darkness, and stressful parties. It's reminding me that I always wanted to try one of those "light boxes."
 - vital |
I do understand the excitement of making nonsense decisions, I am remembering the thrill of driving round Scotland with no place to stay and deciding which road I would take, east coast or west coast? It didn't matter which I did, I was on holiday, I was young and I had nowhere special to be.
I'm just sick and tired of having to make high risk - low reward decisions that have been forced upon me. You are right about nonsense decisions, there should be fun in deciding inconsequential things like what colour socks to wear. I decide to consciously appreciate a few nonsense decisions, I choose the word appreciate because pleasure, enjoyment and fun seem a bit out of reach. One decision, one choice, no deadline, I'll give it a go.