I have almost two years sober, but I got sober the same time I started taking medication seriously, so I don't know what was doing what and when.

It's tough road, but worth it. I don't know if you're doing AA or anything, but if you need some support, I owe my sobriety (and therefore everything) to SMART Recovery. It's science based, self-empowerig and secular. They have free online meetings or, if you live in a bigger city, they may have face to face groups. At it's core its basically CBT based around changing addictive behaviors.

Never give up, you are worth it! And the biggest part, if you make a mistake and have a lapse, forgive yourself, and pick up where you left off!

I wish you all the luck in the world!