I guess she was "right"

She screamed at me "you should be punished all your life"

And all the T had to say was "she was distressed"

and how I wasn't "endearing"

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Doesn't matter that I deal with constant emotional pain, multiple traumas don't matter, horrible unspeakable health issues don't matter, I don't matter, so get that into your thick head paws it's always always your fault, always was always will be