I can relate. For the past year and a half depression has ruled my life. I have had mental and emotional battles with it. Sometimes I just give in and accept it for what it is. So many times I wish I could change my life. I remember life before depression and the hope and joy it held. I keep the hope that good days will come back. I had good days before and there will be good days again. My best help is that recently I have been kept busy with fun things to do with Fall and Christmas coming. However, Christmas gets a little too stressful sometimes

Love and hugs to you.