Well, they've heard about one another, I'm sure. But I'm not with any of them.
Guy #1: Cody. We were best friends many years ago. We never dated, even though we liked one another. We lost touch, but we're back in touch, now, and it's so surreal.
Guy #2: Matt. Matt and I dated for two years and four months; it was a mutual break-up, but still difficult, because we went through so much together. He taught me to be strong.
Guy #3: Raymond. He is my ex-fiancee. We're still friendly, even though I broke-up with him. He still loves me and wants to be with me.
Guy #4: Chris. We had some romantic moments, and I love him, even though I know he doesn't love me... He just wants to be single and screw around, and I recognize that. He is my best friend.

So, I'm not with any of them. I care very much about all of them, though. I'm not in a relationship with any of these guys. My idea was to get rid of my regrets and get in touch with people who love(d) me. I did regret losing touch with who I considered my first love. And my exes are usually my best friends. And I wanted that back. It's good to have perspective, for me. My ex-boyfriend and I are talking, honestly, about things that happened in the relationship. And I'm thanking him for making me strong, which is something I've wanted to do for quite a while. My First Love Guy and I actually hung out for quite a while the day before yesterday. My other friends are still present. I have two best friends (One of which I love...), now, an ex-boyfriend who I'm getting along with, and a man who was my first love. So, I've surrounded myself with people I loved, and I think it's a good thing, even though it sounds pretty complicated... Because it kind of is. :/ But, hopefully, it's worth it.