This girl who was mean to me, but a bit crazy, but I'm cautious very cautious if she is being for real or not. I'm on the fence whether I should continue talking to her or just out right avoid her like most girls I do. I really liked when she appreciated me at first, but that was a huge red flag to me, because it felt both sincere and a bit confused. Like she seemed a bit over infatuated in my looks.
quote, "you're the hottest guy I've ever met." "I want to have your babies" She kept on winking at me. I am not thinking about dating this person, but why I put the question up here is where I'm getting at here.
She was just joking around at first, but realized she was being very harsh, and she seemed a both bit psycho, like a sociopathic type of psycho, so far I'm leaving it just as casual as you get for obvious reasons, but in a long term if it did improve and she really did have feelings for me. Do you think this person would be a good idea for me?
To add, she's very sexual, she did warn me she isn't responsible with her promiscuity if she is intoxicated with the wrong crowd. Many people find me weird, but I don't have a problem with it, except if she just flats out leave me for someone else and is a type of person who isn't remorseful and just jumps from relationship to relationship through convenience. I will not ever tolerate that, but you know I don't care if she is promiscuous or wants to express her sexuality more. I don't mind it, because I'm in the same boat, and I respect her for her needs too, so I felt like logically that end would work out. We both are very sexually compatible, but at the same time, emotionally is what I'm more focused on at the moment.
She has shown empathy, she has shown many sides, and it's way waay to early to judge anything. I'm just keeping it casual, but "Dating" we may hook up, but I already was around her and hung out with her.
Many people find it uncomfortable to have sex with a stranger, I agree. It comes with it's risks, I mean I don't truly trust her yet, but I'm staying leery for my own physical safety if she contracts an STI from unprotected sex unintentionally.
I'm not here to judge her sexuality this isn't something new to me, I dated two other people like her, but they ended horribly because I wasn't mindful of them or myself to realize I'm not prepared at the time when I wasn't comfortable with my sexuality. Now I'm beyond comfortable and completely happy on how I want to go about, I do like girls who are more sexually active, but are good loyal friends. Those are people I like to date long term to get more experience, I feel, that my main concern is STD's or unwanted pregnancy. I don't plan on ever having kids. I'll make those responsible choices on my own. So I know what I'm getting into there. I hope she isn't going to be mean again and make more unneeded drama. She's like lusting for me, but I'm taking it as that for now. Not anything love related, I hope I can make something out of it.
Do you think this will work or a good idea with the strategy I got going or is it a lost cause already and I'm walking into a bees nest?
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