Hi Yearning...

I don't think it's unusual to have trouble expressing your emotions with your T... I'm the same way. My T says that part of it (for me!) is getting to the point of feeling "safe" with him. For me, that's part of the work I need to do upfront... it's taking awhile, but we're slowly getting there. I guess some people can feel safe pretty quickly with their T, but some of us take awhile to get to that point!

Note sure if it's the same issue for you... but it's one thing to think about!