I have not spoken to any girls I have been interested in for 2 years now as I may have mentioned in one of my other threads. Anyway I feel like I am millions of light years away from any girl and am drifting farther away into space every day. I go to bed feeling like crap and then I wake up hoping the day will be different. It never is different though. I feel completely worthless and have a great deal of self hatred which I also may have mentioned in a previous thread. I can't tell my therapist because if I do my parents will find out and I don't trust my parents with that because my mom will ask me questions about it every single second she gets. I guess this is just how the rest of my life is going to be.