We try for a weekly get together but it has turned into a chat about anything time. It does make me feel better when I go over there even though it's just for forty minutes a week. She suffers from bipolar so she knows where I am coming from and says it's not healthy for me to keep it to myself. So I think it would be helpful just to have a listening ear but I'm not really sure whats going on up in my head. That would be helpful is to know whats going on instead of just knowing I want to cry nearly everyday.