I have forgiven everyone who hurt me in the past, including some family members. The one I can't forgive is myself. Maybe because I've been hiding from the truth, blaming it all on traumas, when I always had a choice. It's hard to recognize I was responsible, I am responsible for this, because I failed at taking care of myself. But now it seems like I finally accept who I am, so maybe I can change direction and then forgiveness will come naturally.

Thanks for your insight.