I feel very much like a dirty immoral person with my current boyfriend. I have never felt like that with anyone else.Usually people think of me as a respectable person and am very prude in my real life .Is this a bad sign ??Should I let him go?? It is not a pleasant feeling and makes me feel dirty. I have the same feeling after watching porn.He hasn't said anything to that effect but it's just my feeling inside .I feel so shameful.