I think I know a little bit of how you feel. My self esteem comes from others. I only feel good about myself if I know that I have friends and guys are interested in me. People come and go. Even best friends leave. Sometimes quite painfully. People are fickle. I know that friends, guys, jobs, family and circumstances shouldn't dictate to us how we feel about ourselves, but they do. Most of us are affected by what people say and do to us.

Sometimes people come and go and you can't for the life of you figure out why they left. And not just one either. Maybe two or three. Nearly all at the same time. You start wondering if it's you. I've been there. I get scared. I feel impulsive. I have gotten myself into trouble. Then life changes. People come around again. Some leave, some stay.

But in the end, we all just want to be wanted, needed and loved.

Hang in there.