Well, yesterday was the interview. Im sorry to say, with all your help and kind words, i didnt make it. I got as far as sitting in reception, waited 5 mins then i had to walk out. Made my excuses and left. Panick attacks are terrible when you live with them on a regular basis. They really put your life on hold. I Shouldve went to the doctor but thats me. On the plus side, i have another interview on Wed 17th. Im so lucky but keep blowing out at the last minute with everything i am invited to. Definately definately going to docs.. can anyone tell me if i sholdve maybe taken my old still in date propranolol for a few days before, without docs advice..?