I had this crazy crazy dream about my T last night. My husband and father were also in the dream. I really need to analyze this one and I'm pretty sure I could never share this with him.
In the dream, I was trying to get an appt. with my T and I finally did. I didn't tell anyone I was going to see him. When I arrived, he was sitting on a couch with a bunch of people both men and women.
He saw me and we started talking and he was talking to me like a normal guy would. I don't remember the words. Then we sit on the couch to continue to talk and then this hot/heavy kissing session starts. Not much else happened there than what I wrote above but...
Then a younger woman enters with brown hair like mine but she is skinnier. I'm not overweight really but she is much thinner and seems to know him similarly to how we had just interacted.
As I am leaving I tell my T, now normal man, if anyone inquiries about he and I we are to deny, deny, deny...I tell him that I'll take care of him and protect him always. So then I leave.
I'm back at a house I don't recognized and both my husband, dad, and my dad's wife all confront me and say they know what I'm up to. They know what my T is up to...they had run a background check on my T, and he has criminal history (drug related) and they inform me I can no longer see him and are reporting him.
Of course, they accuse me of having an affair with him and I lie and say I would never do that...<evil grin> when they continue to berate me they threaten to take my son away and tell me they will win. My husband and my dad are on the same side working together!
I start punching and kicking both of them and then I'm running off to find my T and the dream ends...
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