Cycles within cycles. That explains a few things, but then where am I? Mindfulness and focusing on the task at hand are keeping me here for now.

My meds are running out. I don't even have enough to slowly wean off of them. I do not trust my pdoc any more and my chances of finding a good doc who can work with me is slim to none. Trained and qualified therapists are nonexistent in my area.

I guess I'm still in sync with myself. Time to rest my brain. G'night.