Lexi232 sounds very kind. Truly similar to what you are dealing with. I'm sorry I did not understand the full impact of what you are going through. Now I think I have a better understanding. I truly hope it all heals, and in time I believe it will. You both should feel more confident, and less anxious which many people feel out in the real. Even so called normal people world be the same as you both. I think Peter A and Lexi232 are both good people, and again hope you both do not have to walk down a long road without someone special in your lives. Peter A, be careful not to step on any toes, or cross the lines related to privacy.