How do you expect your friends to forgive you and move on without an explanation exactly?
I don't think "sorry I beat you up for no reason, I promise to not to do it again" will suffice...
People can empathize without pity, people can care about you and treat you as an equal simultaneously.
Are you really willing to let pride stop you from attempting to salvage your friendships?
I'm sorry you find yourself friendless, but complacency cannot bring forth change.
Maybe consider giving your friends a chance to prove you wrong, send a group email briefly apologizing without expectation.
That way if they do turn their backs on you by choice instead of avoid you out of fear, you can move forward without any doubts or regrets...
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"The best way to make it through with hearts and wrists in tact, is to realise, two out of three aint bad" FOB...
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